{"id":784,"date":"2006-11-03T17:14:29","date_gmt":"2006-11-03T23:14:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/wordpress\/writing\/1996\/7-31-96-homeless\/"},"modified":"2006-11-03T17:14:29","modified_gmt":"2006-11-03T23:14:29","slug":"7-31-96-homeless","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=784","title":{"rendered":"7-31-96 homeless"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb_share_1\" style=\"clear:left; float: left; margin-right: 10px; margin-top:10px;;width: 55px;\" name=\"fb_share\"><div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div><script src=\"http:\/\/connect.facebook.net\/en_US\/all.js#appId=125029517579627&amp;xfbml=1\"><\/script><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=784\" send=\"false\" layout=\"box_count\" width=\"55\" show_faces=\"false\" font=\"arial\"><\/fb:like><\/div><p>Cast adrift<br \/>\nThe coastal currents push me further along<br \/>\nAnd not a sea breeze in sight<br \/>\nI feel strangely harmed<br \/>\nBy the decisions I&#8217;ve made<br \/>\nSo I cling to faith<br \/>\nEyes on the momentary event horizon<br \/>\nWhere is my home?<\/p>\n<p>A question asked, so many, so long, so few<br \/>\nThis disgusting trap I&#8217;ve laid, nested in, fouled<\/p>\n<p>(you may not be able to tell, but I&#8217;m clinging to a good attitude and a huge<br \/>\nchunk of hope blackened by fear)<\/p>\n<p>It may surprise you to find this man<br \/>\nWho&#8217;s never home uncomfortable hopping place to place<br \/>\nWhat&#8217;s different is the having, the knowing<br \/>\nThe hole to crawl into<br \/>\nI feel empty and imposing, an abandoned building<br \/>\nAnd then quiet.<\/p>\n<p>Realizing that it is an illusion<br \/>\nThat someone who spends so much time<br \/>\nLiving inside my head<br \/>\nThat I&#8217;ll never really be homeless,<br \/>\nNot really.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cast adrift The coastal currents push me further along And not a sea breeze in sight I feel strangely harmed By the decisions I&#8217;ve made So I cling to faith Eyes on the momentary event horizon Where is my home? A question asked, so many, so long, so few This disgusting trap I&#8217;ve laid, nested [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":770,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"spay_email":""},"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/PeNcU-cE","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/784"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=784"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/784\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/770"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=784"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}