{"id":695,"date":"2006-11-02T16:11:15","date_gmt":"2006-11-02T22:11:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/wordpress\/writing\/1995\/4-10-95-dude-band-part-3\/"},"modified":"2006-11-02T16:11:15","modified_gmt":"2006-11-02T22:11:15","slug":"4-10-95-dude-band-part-3","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=695","title":{"rendered":"4-10-95 dude band part 3"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb_share_1\" style=\"clear:left; float: left; margin-right: 10px; margin-top:10px;;width: 55px;\" name=\"fb_share\"><div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div><script src=\"http:\/\/connect.facebook.net\/en_US\/all.js#appId=125029517579627&amp;xfbml=1\"><\/script><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=695\" send=\"false\" layout=\"box_count\" width=\"55\" show_faces=\"false\" font=\"arial\"><\/fb:like><\/div><p>Rome<br \/>\nPalm Sunday<\/p>\n<p>dude band part 3<br \/>\n(dude, all that!)<\/p>\n<p>Memories of places unseen<br \/>\nVoices at a premium<br \/>\nEyes, movements, freckles crossing cleavage<br \/>\nFantasies of the improper and the improbable<br \/>\nFading longing of wants fallen by the wayside<br \/>\nKnowledge of time passing<br \/>\nAccess codes and mysterious dial tones<br \/>\nClocks misset and missing headboards<\/p>\n<p>These things are the fragile connection I have<br \/>\nTo home.<\/p>\n<p>They hold importance to only me<br \/>\nSelfishly, sadly, as I push sleep away<br \/>\nThe strength of bonds once held<br \/>\nSlip from my numb fingers<br \/>\nMy nocturnal gloves wave back the traffic<\/p>\n<p>I feel the distance during these moments<br \/>\nFrom feelings, dreams and the future<br \/>\nNow that I have no one to write for<br \/>\nBut myself&#8230;fool, who else has there ever been?<\/p>\n<p>I look at these words<br \/>\nAnd other recent scrawls<br \/>\nWondering if others would find<br \/>\nDepression, Loneliness and Isolation<br \/>\nI know them all, yet am not there<br \/>\nI will read these pages later<br \/>\nAnd will be the only one who knows<br \/>\nJust how I feel today<br \/>\nTired, content and indifferent<\/p>\n<p>Probably seems strange things to be glad about;<br \/>\nGratitude has it<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rome Palm Sunday dude band part 3 (dude, all that!) Memories of places unseen Voices at a premium Eyes, movements, freckles crossing cleavage Fantasies of the improper and the improbable Fading longing of wants fallen by the wayside Knowledge of time passing Access codes and mysterious dial tones Clocks misset and missing headboards These things [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":691,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"spay_email":""},"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/PeNcU-bd","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/695"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=695"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/695\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/691"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=695"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}