{"id":396,"date":"2006-05-29T16:55:33","date_gmt":"2006-05-29T22:55:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/wordpress\/writing\/1993\/1-4-93-smoke\/"},"modified":"2006-05-29T16:55:33","modified_gmt":"2006-05-29T22:55:33","slug":"1-4-93-smoke","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=396","title":{"rendered":"1-4-93 Smoke"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb_share_1\" style=\"clear:left; float: left; margin-right: 10px; margin-top:10px;;width: 55px;\" name=\"fb_share\"><div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div><script src=\"http:\/\/connect.facebook.net\/en_US\/all.js#appId=125029517579627&amp;xfbml=1\"><\/script><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=396\" send=\"false\" layout=\"box_count\" width=\"55\" show_faces=\"false\" font=\"arial\"><\/fb:like><\/div><p>1\/4\/93<br \/>\nAirborne<\/p>\n<p><strong> Smoke<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A thought in a wisp, perhaps only a fear<br \/>\nGenetic disappointment carried to another level<br \/>\nTo wonder why I cease to write, think, create<\/p>\n<p>feel<\/p>\n<p>Enough white noise ringing in my ears<br \/>\nTo clear a weeks work, veil of silence<br \/>\nPoint blank harmonics seem undeliberate<br \/>\nAnd I think of the width of family history<br \/>\nGrand scheme or not<br \/>\nBiting into my shoulders only because I request the burden<br \/>\nIf love and lovemaking avail only as weapons<br \/>\nProcreative acts to be banished by the wayside<br \/>\nOr as rewards<\/p>\n<p>guilty slips<\/p>\n<p>The romantic ideal seems so foreign, inaccessible<br \/>\n(In a place where ideals belong and go unvisited)<br \/>\nI can feel the door opening, dread and excitement<br \/>\nPreparation where instincts once ruled<br \/>\nSparks never needed a production meeting before<br \/>\nJust good intentions, strong feelings and lust<br \/>\nCurling behind a prop I am, the role confuses me:<\/p>\n<p>Friend, lover, animal;<\/p>\n<p>Bastard, saint;<\/p>\n<p>Human.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>1\/4\/93 Airborne Smoke A thought in a wisp, perhaps only a fear Genetic disappointment carried to another level To wonder why I cease to write, think, create feel Enough white noise ringing in my ears To clear a weeks work, veil of silence Point blank harmonics seem undeliberate And I think of the width of [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":395,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"spay_email":""},"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/PeNcU-6o","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/396"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=396"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/396\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/395"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=396"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}