{"id":392,"date":"2006-05-29T16:30:28","date_gmt":"2006-05-29T22:30:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/wordpress\/writing\/11-14-92-malaise-avenue\/"},"modified":"2006-05-29T16:52:34","modified_gmt":"2006-05-29T22:52:34","slug":"11-14-92-malaise-avenue","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=392","title":{"rendered":"11-14-92 Malaise Avenue"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb_share_1\" style=\"clear:left; float: left; margin-right: 10px; margin-top:10px;;width: 55px;\" name=\"fb_share\"><div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div><script src=\"http:\/\/connect.facebook.net\/en_US\/all.js#appId=125029517579627&amp;xfbml=1\"><\/script><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/?page_id=392\" send=\"false\" layout=\"box_count\" width=\"55\" show_faces=\"false\" font=\"arial\"><\/fb:like><\/div><p>11\/14\/92<\/p>\n<p><strong>  Malaise Avenue<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Weeks behind in emotional rent<br \/>\nArctic winds not lowering the current local temperament<br \/>\nSolitaire masks paralysis<br \/>\nTrapped in my own burning blurry gaze<\/p>\n<p>Ponderings belittle action<br \/>\nVisions of love,death,passion,frailty<br \/>\nTo only move when others motivate<br \/>\nOr shame kicks me between the shoulder blades<\/p>\n<p>My wealth goes uncounted<br \/>\nMy time unused<br \/>\nI have been this way before<br \/>\nMalaise Avenue<br \/>\nThe first step off the beaten path seems lives away<br \/>\nAnd all I feel is the calm between emotional shutdown&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>and serenity.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>11\/14\/92 Malaise Avenue Weeks behind in emotional rent Arctic winds not lowering the current local temperament Solitaire masks paralysis Trapped in my own burning blurry gaze Ponderings belittle action Visions of love,death,passion,frailty To only move when others motivate Or shame kicks me between the shoulder blades My wealth goes uncounted My time unused I have [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":394,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"","meta":{"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"spay_email":""},"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/PeNcU-6k","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/392"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=392"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/392\/revisions"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/394"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bittermancircle.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=392"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}